Just remain positive

Its strange how friendship works, and possibly annoyed with it. I just wish that friends whether they like it or not should support you. I am glad that they love me and feel like life is going to be different without me here but they don't see me that often anyways. Sometimes I wonder if they are like this because they will miss me or if they want to continue using me so that their rent gets paid or they have rides or because they can count on me doing my job. Don't get me wrong but you know what this isn't easy for me either but it is everything I need and if I don't go now I will never leave. I have another job interview tomorrow and I'm nervous cause I don't know what to do after this by the off chance this job doesn't come through. I don't what else to do but stay positive that I will get there. This sure is an experience that I have never gone through and can't wait to see what else lies ahead of me. Here is to a new path and may I make it through it safely. May the experience be with you all.